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end of semester look back

At the end of each semester, i like to look back and think about what i did well and what i need to work on. this semester was not my semester. i started strong, but i gradually fell off toward the end. this is not to say i didn't do well, i still managed to finish with As in most classes and thoroughly leaned my course material. but despite this, i felt i could've done much better. the work i put forward this semester was regrettably not my best effort. in the beginning, it was. but toward the end of the year, a combination of stress, overworking myself, and a series of personal issues left me exhausted. this is what i attribute to my fall. this semester was easily the worst time of my life by far, and it definitely showed in my motivation, attitude, and work. Now that this semester is over, i feel i need to take my time off to work on myself and come into second semester with at least support groups in place to insure i don't slip again. Despite not doing as well as i would've liked this semester, i do feel i leaned a ton both academically and personally. this will hopefully lead me to success in the second semester and later on in life.

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